Bouncing...

Yep....I see my new low and then it dissappears again....this morning I was 2 kg (4.4 lbs) up for no good reason except that I maybe needed to do a big poo ...but come on a 2 kg poo????  Is it even possible????  Have you ever weighed one????

Frustrating.......but then I have had pretty good weight loss so why should I complain....except that I am with Draz and am over my muffin top...sure it is smaller than it was but it is still there...where....well you know ...THERE!!!!....above my waist line.

And we have this advertisement here in Australia about how a larger waist measurement can put stress on your body and lead to heart disease, type 2 diabetes, obesity etc...the Measure Up campaign suggests that a waist measurement of over 80 cm (31 1/2 ") puts you at risk and 88cm (34 1/2 ") puts you at an increased risk...this is for females.  Well after losing over 52 lbs my waist meaurement is 99 cm or (39 ")...sure I am down  20 cm (8") (and I so wish I had of taken a measurement of my area between the boobies and waist....) but 80 cm...I am still off by 20 cm to be at no risk for those diseases....weird hey???

I still have good restriction and need to vlog my gurgling because whenever I eat or drink...you can so hear it that it is embarrassing and people comment or think I have burped.  One person said to me 'better in than out'...the shame.  I can eat more than a few weeks ago but I am not eating bad...maybe I am stabilising???  Excersise has been hard due to DH travelling, rain, studying and assignments and today both my kids are really sick.

Talk about feeling about as big as a freckle.....whilst in Melbourne with my mum my youngest cried herself to sleep missing both her parents and then my eldest was sick yesterday but didn't tell anyone because both her parents were away.  I felt so bad....I was sick yesterday from who knows what but had awful motion sickness on the drive to the airport and was looking for the barf bag on the flight home...very bumpy and then all the way home in the car I had my head hanging out the window like a dog.  Made myself throw up when we got to mum's...but didn't feel great.  ( Besides all this was glad I went as mum was really not well yesterday and I could look after her...so depressing that she still has 6 months of this!!!...she looks so unwell already)

Couldn't go to sleep last night...who put the ice cubes in the bed????....it was so cold!!!  Finally drifted off at around 11.30 pm only to wake up at 3.30 am and not be able to go back to sleep....Emma was in bed with me she was on fire with a temperature.  Then Kate woke up and was crying because she wanted to throw up....so that has been our day.

Anyway...as I read all your blogs I get so excited about Chicago...it will be a blast.  WORD!!!

Hope you are all having a good day and are over the F Day....mine was yesterday!!!

Oh and how is this for a photo....my sister sent it me to put on my mum's digital photo frame (WTF??? ) that we gave her for Mothers Day.  It is of her holding her friends baby...I am not sure why mum would want that....but anyway...look who is behind her????  Yep ...me...with my quadruple chins and looking very stunning....NOT.  This was taken the day after my surgery when I went to my kid's end of year concert.  I look zonked out plus was in the boot and on crutches....gosh I have come a long way....

Ok  Bye.....